We love creativity and learning. The CPTSD can go away though. I like the bipolar. I complete my assignments very well when I’m not too manic. The CPTSD is the worst though. I can’t handle so many flashbacks. I end up numbing out.
On top of the CPTSD and AuDHD I now have to deal with the bipolar: it’s coming. I’m ramping up more rapidly than I expected. Worse than childhood. I’m only putting a message on here now because I’ll lose capacity. 2018 has repeated itself. Hold on. Don’t panic. Excuse the pun. 2007 was my first episode of this. This is going to be the worst episode I’ve ever had. So you’re going to have to brace yourselves.
CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified 
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