I didn’t handle Covid well, my body collapsed. I developed worsening of my hEDS which is actually a complication of long covid.
I’ve started sneezing and feeling unwell but I’m not eating. I can’t go stay with my ex because of my past traumas, it’s going to flare up my PTSD. I hate being in a shared house because my body is so vulnerable to illness. I need to be isolated until my nervous system is fixed. I’m so scared. My hand started shaking writing this. I feel sick. My head is burning up. I can’t be unwell on top of the ptsd at the moment. My mind and body can’t take it.
I need to be in supported living until the ptsd is calm. But they don’t see how much I struggle.
My whole life has been on survival.
I need to get my sertraline tomorrow. I can’t do this without it. I’m not strong enough.
I feel like going back to get myself sectioned but asked to be kept in an isolated room until the medication kicks in so I can be looked out for. But can I trust them?
I had a 5 hour PTSD attack in A&E the other day.
How do I get myself sectioned again? Until I recover?
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