I will be shortly uploading 800 pages of child abuse to this blog. I need someone to count how many traumatic experiences I have experienced so I can try heal. When I go through it I send my brain back into the past.

January 18, 2026

Here it goes…

I need to know which events to work on for recovery.

This was the last resort. I couldn’t get help from the mental health teams over the years.

So I’m having to take the last action. I’m not going to let Steve Cargill bring me down.

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CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified