CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’m being serious here.

I have not been able to have sex without being in such extreme pain in about 3 years.

It’s horrible.

And my periods have messed up too.

I’ve got PMDD and that’s been getting worse along with everything else.

It’s always hurting now.

Always.

And I’ve always had unexplained infertility.

Does anyone else have a constant painful vagina? How do you stop it hurting?

I know I have endometriosis because it’s in the PTSD workbook but ffs, the constant pain is horrendous.

I’m definitely never having sex again. Like ever. Way too painful. It’s like there’s a knife slicing me open in there.

Struggling to stay in the present moment.