CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I projected my empathy onto him through shadow work, and we created a specific bond.

It’s important to note 📝 Not all narcissists go round and abuse women.

My recent ex never abused me once, or try and control me. He knew what would happen if he tried to. No one messes with an empath because they’re not perfect either. They carry the psychological burdens of their parents and others. Think of Elsa from Frozen. An INFJ.

His rage triggered at the end of the relationship but I managed to calm him down. But he’s also neurodivergent. That’s where our connection bonded.

We are only similar because of our neurodivergence. Not because of our personalities.

It was the perfect bond of the narcissist and the empath to create Carl Jung’s chemical reaction – the stuff science can’t explain.

When you’ve been raised by a narcissist you learn very early on how to calm these individuals. When a narcissist meets an empath, they form a type of attachment to them, because the narcissist too was born an empath, but transitioned into the devil at a young age, whereas the empath transitioned into an angel. When two specific types of archetypes meet – something extraordinary happens.

No one’s perfect.

What you have to understand about the difference between narcissists and empaths are narcissists are traumatised broken neurodivergents, whilst empaths carry the narcissism projected onto them by their caregiver, relationship, individual, who had NPD because they absorb others personality traits which is why personality disorder tests don’t work on them. They have to be selective with their company because they mirror. 🪞

My PTSD comes from separate experiences and situations in my life.

My CPTSD comes from my parents.

I just can induce empathy into narcissists. I love that. I did it to my dad, even if he does want to sue me for distress sometimes.

It’s fun expressing my INFJ powers onto narcissists. They call me Dr 🧑‍⚕️ 🥴😂

See some of my family, I found some old letters, they don’t know I’ve seen them addressed from “secret intelligence service”.

I sometimes wonder if they’re tracking me like they tracked Hemingway but called him paranoid. I wonder if that’s why in 2018 when I first got paranoid I kept asking for a mood stabiliser and the mental health team kept refusing and said “Natalie, be careful. No one is as strong as you. You have no idea who you are”.

I do, I’m the INFJ phenotype. I’ve been watched since I was 7 years old. They wanted a cure for NPD.

NPD is a form of childhood PTSD and they’ll have ADHD as well.

You’re welcome.

See I did the BPD test on my ex partner – his score was 55. Mine was 12 at the time. I always dated men with ADHD and BPD so I thought am I the narcissist? Until I realised I was actually born with ADHD because there’s a difference between narcissism and NPD. My dad has NPD. BPD is a form of PTSD. He was quiet, daydreamed like me out of a window, but would react impulsively, whilst I didn’t react at all. I focused on creativity.

Empaths have ADHD too. We are two sides of the same coin. 🪙 But science isn’t ready for that. One day they will be.

Maybe. Just. Not. Today. INFJ is both a narcissist and an empath. Two forms of ADHD rolled into one. Add trauma to this equation and you get CPTSD.

We carry the trauma bonds from generations.

Well my dad’s family did say I was related to Henry VIII through his children he had with Mary Boleyn.

Hence the Carey surname is all over my ancestry records. Henry VIII illegitimate son was a poet like me.

So in other words, to get rid of true NPD and BPD, and CPTSD, neurotypicals need to stop abusing neurodivergents from childhood.

Case closed.