CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I hope I become who I really am.

All those ptsd attacks. Although my CPN is nice, but she won’t like me now because I was upset with the injustice with Steve.

She did say I was welcome any time to the mental health team, but I needed that correct diagnosis for court next week so I’m not forced back into work by the government as they laugh at people diagnosed with Personality Disorders and I can’t risk being externally triggered. Too dangerous.

Now it’s too late because Steve messed that up for me and I still have to sit and suffer from ptsd attacks and intrusive thoughts.

Now I won’t have the evidence for court on time except my ex partners word.

So my brain is going to get damaged more over time whilst they’re playing with my life.

No wonder they’ve all gone silent on me.

I’ve never been in trouble with the police in my life, but I’ll stand up for myself when it comes to injustice.

And discrimination.

By the very mental health teams that are supposed to support people.