CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

This is separate to my CPTSD and PTSD. Being born AuDHD I had to learn to mask from a very early age because ASD and ADHD runs in my family but it’s rare in the girls, but every one of the boys have it.

We can go into an NI-TI loop. It feels like a spiritual crisis, but it’s actually our brain has higher access to the universe than most because we have inbuilt trauma so we have to make decisions very carefully in life to ensure we don’t “awaken” in some way.

INFJ are very rare though. People are more likely to be hit by lightning than come across a real INFJ in society.

Welcome to my different mind.