CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I think I’m coming to terms now why I can’t have a relationship or a sexual relationship with anyone now as part of the CPTSD.

To do with my childhood. I’m too scared of having a relationship again because what if I go flying into the ptsd universe again alongside the CPTSD? And trust me. I really do go flying into it.

I don’t like flying head first into the ptsd universe because I have uncharacteristic anger and switch on people because I see the world as a dangerous place. It’s nasty.

When these pass, hopefully they do…and I won’t be permanently damaged, I’m hoping I’ll be okay. Hope is all I have. Please can Carl Jung be right. This is horrific. Anyone survived Carl Jung’s theories before? Intrigued to know please 🙏

Isn’t it sad that England and Wales need specialist teams everywhere because it’s normalised and common?

Could they have not done the above 20 years ago?

I’m suffering from the long term effects of some of those events. My poor brain. 🙃