CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

He was never misogynistic. He was abused by his mother, so women became the external triggers, and he didn’t realise why.

He didn’t know at the time what he was dealing with.

But I know.

I’m against fascism, racism, have the same views as Hemingway, but you can’t trust an NHS system that took your trauma, laughed at it, labelled it, ignored you, changed your brain permanently, so all you can remember is your former self. Why would I be superior to my fellow man again?

If I lose my place on my degree for standing up to save my life and my brain and try and heal from my traumatic experiences with trauma therapy that I was rejected for since I was a child, then the system was never for abused women.

It was always against them.