CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

Being an INFJ – the ability to access the higher universe when hurt by someone. The paradox.

As I venture up, I’ll experience a lot of ptsd attacks. It’s normal. I’ll transform.

Only survivors of multiple traumas can do this. It’s a gift and a curse.

Hopefully, I’ll come back in one piece. Ni-ti loop defies science. 🧬