CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

Dear Steve Cargill,

I regret opening up to you about the abuse men have inflicted upon me in life. I don’t see you as trustworthy anymore. I see you as someone who rips and tears apart abused women and I think you only did that and made me suffer my PTSD attacks behind closed doors and let the ambulance service and the doctors and nurses at Raigmore hospital help me instead because you know you ignored my 2018 PTSD letters so you thought you could try change the label back to EUPD because you know the brain change is permanent because you think they can’t notice now because she’s never going to get better.

Well I did notice, because I’m an INFJ. I noticed clearly. That’s why you didn’t want to do EDMR therapy on me or trauma focused therapy when I asked. That’s why you didn’t want to help me.

It’s funny how the police wanted me to have PTSD medication, but then again, they’re more trustworthy than you are.

I’ve never been violent towards a man. Never been abusive towards a man. But I couldn’t date a man again.

I don’t know what you’re trying to cover up. But the truth always comes out. In the end. I know men like you. And your lies will not wash with me.