CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’ve experienced first hand how they can take your trauma and turn it into your personality, ignore your physical needs, decline you the right to a home to be permanently isolated – wanting me to go out and meet people. Why would I want to do that?

Too many people have hurt me in life for me to even want to do that. Being alone is the best feeling ever.

I couldn’t ever trust them again. My poor dad is going to see me go into PTSD attacks around him whenever I visit him for the rest of my life because he doesn’t know he has NPD. How do I explain that to an Autistic and ADHD man with NPD.

He’s going to get so upset.

I’ve got nowhere to go to escape to for safety.

My life is over.