CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

Carl Jung was my only hope, but I know my brain is damaged permanently now.

I was there for others my whole life but in the end no one is ever there for you.

If you’re alone in life, you’re not the only one.

I can’t even read a book anymore.

I sat frozen in my room for months rocking and just coping with the above. Only recently I ventured outside.

I’m an INFJ I was always supposed to heal but I won’t this time. I know that now.

People don’t understand you when you have CPTSD. They’ll never understand.

I regret putting my trust into Steve Cargill. But then my sexual abuse as a child was covered up by everyone, so I learned at an early age you can’t trust people to protect you when you need it.

You just have to live each day to fight to survive.

It makes me think NHS Highland has done something wrong if they don’t want to treat the PTSD properly so the UK government are looking into it.

But I’ll leave it up to my dad’s friends – the powerful people. I’ve got no more fight left in me. I’m permanently damaged. Reform can use my case to get SNP out. All they do is cause unnecessary damage and suffering.

I’m done with all this. It’s ridiculous.