CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

Today I realised that it wasn’t NHS England who covered up my PTSD but it was Steve Cargill and his team.

Mistakes happen, but when it causes long lasting damage and they still continue to betray you and the effects are irreversible, what do you do? How do you fight to survive?

I’ve gone through so much trauma in my life, and never got the help for it and they want my brain to deteriorate even more on purpose.

They don’t understand CPTSD. They never did.

Imagine one day, your brain changing forever. And you’re so damaged that there’s no going back from that.

And then having your appointments cancelled.

Haven’t I been through enough? I can’t believe I thought NHS England was the problem.

They were playing games all along. Having a dad with NPD helps in that situation I suppose: what other choice did I ever have?