CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

Carl Jung explained it. When you’re the daughter of a narcissistic parent, the universe subjects and attracts you to these type of people until you undergo what is called the 12 stages of a spiritual awakening.

Spiritual awakenings sound all fun and games, but it’s supposed to be the most painful process a living human can ever endure, more painful than the most physical pain someone has ever felt.

Only 1% of people fully transform. It can be a lifelong process for some. For others, it can take months, years, decades.

They called it bipolar disorder in the 1800’s. The type associated with creativity.

The new term is CPTSD. You first experience profound mood swings that can be externally triggered, you then expel narcissism whilst you relive your past traumas, having multiple PTSD attacks, you then expel signs of BPD as you’re rotating through the transformation to the individualised self. It looks like schizophrenia. But it’s not. You then experience an existential crisis as you ramp up into the state of the higher universe. This is the most painful part. You look fine on the outside but you’re stunned from within.

It’s the process of individuation. It either shatters a human completely, or completely renews their body. Their body begins to heal itself, they find themselves and they are reborn. It’s a rebirth after death.