CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

Some people want this personality type – because it’s rare: when I was on my psychology degree we had to take the test and mine came up INFJ. I just laughed it off, and said “sure, I’m the rarest personality type in the world – I didn’t believe in it”. Until I experienced the ni-ti loop for the first time. And the spiritual realm. I wish I wasn’t. I kept taking it over the years. It still remained the same. Even beyond the CPTSD.

Ordinary people can’t access that level of awareness. It’s not mental illness, it’s something science isn’t ready for. The university of Cambridge are currently looking into CPTSD and this profound effect. They shouldn’t. It’s too dangerous.

If they knew what it’s really like, it would change everything they thought they knew about trauma and the universe.

It’s not psychosis. It’s the ability to access quantum physics on a profound level. No one wants that. They can’t look into it. The governments would take me for experimentation. Believe me. You need to keep quiet. Don’t tell anyone what you see. They’re not ready for it. You can’t tell them. If you’ve seen it, then you know. They can’t know.

It’s enough to traumatise even the strongest of people. Times not linear. That’s all they need to know. Nothing else.

Meeting a true INFJ woman is so rare that people have more chance of being struck by lightning and you have to be the daughter of a narcissist. A true narcissist to be one.