CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’m preparing a plan before I enter the higher universe. This is the severe part. This is when everything is connected. This isn’t anything to do with the PTSD or CPTSD. I’m petrified of experiencing it again.

Hence I spoke about people not to trigger it. Stay back. I’m scared. Really scared. I will lose capacity but it’s going to be fine. I’ve tried to prepare myself for it again for years.

Here we go. It’s coming. I’m sorry: 😔 I rarely get psychosis, but this is how my last severe manic episode started.