CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I liked it better when I wasn’t suffering from solely the PTSD and CPTSD. I had my manic states, but I’d sit and create, write, learn, read.

Anything creative to take my mind back to the present moment.

Is it bipolar? Or is it CPTSD?

Who knows?

But I am having ptsd attacks at the same time. Doesn’t that mean something? I mean, centuries ago they didn’t even know what PTSD was.

I can write 500 books in a month. It’s easy peasy. Just don’t ask me where the ideas come from. It’s automatic writing really.

A spiritual universe timey whimey thing.

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