CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

I’m meeting my social worker on Tuesday. I’m hoping she will come to the court case with me instead of my recent ex.

I’ll be working through my PTSD workbook, and other things. The only reason why I’ve never received the appropriate support is because of my level of intelligence. I wish I wasn’t born intelligent, it makes us slip the net for our care needs.

I feel more calm today after a good sleep. My brain is still heavy and vibrating. I keep getting waves of intense fear, pacing, but still isolating myself in my room. I don’t really want to go out around people. I’d rather remain avoidant. People are threats. People want to destroy you. People will take everything away from you.

It’s always better alone. 🙋‍♀️