CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

Yeah I did that.

My first ex got someone else pregnant whilst living at mine and his friend was nice to me. He’s messaged me since. But only to ask how I am.

They all looked out for me: when I was broken. Although when my first long term ex called me just before Xmas, I heard Chris shout down “your ex is a wa***er” at me. Yeah I kind of recently gathered that. Apparently now he’s 40 he’s sorry. Well bit late for that mate. I should have got with your friend instead.

I shouldn’t have done what I did. But he said I deserve someone who will love me.

It’s too late for that. I might go visit him for a while. He sends me stuff on my EDS. At least he cared.