CPTSD/Disorders of extreme stress not otherwise specified

The council won’t house me because they want to see evidence of my PTSD. They witnessed it. What more evidence do they want?

If my brain does take over it will be them who topped me over the edge and the SNP.

I regret voting for them. I think they’re there to hurt people, not help them.

They’re turning me right wing. I sometimes wonder if I should just switch my views to right wing, because left wing people seem to tear you down but advocate for everything else. I’ve never been right wing, but why is it right wing people have supported me the most in life; whilst the left wing have torn me down and prevented me from being safe and having a life to myself? Maybe the narcissist was never the problem. They give me less issues. My dad has always given me less issues than my mum and he has NPD. Ironic isn’t it?

I just find it so hilarious how they were horrible to me that day, but then advocate against hate crime. Well what do you think you were doing to me? I never deserved any of that.

In time people will see the truth… I was fighting to survive, whilst they were entangled in a spiderweb of lies and deceit.

For the first time in my life, I might vote reform. I don’t trust the SNP anymore. I’ll never be able to trust them again. Lucky for me; my dad speaks to Nigel Farage so he’s going to send over, they’ve betrayed my daughter and tell him what they’ve done. He has hundreds of lawyer friends. There were over 200 powerful people including politicians at his wedding. They know me. They know my dad has NPD. But the SNP? All I wanted was my own home to recover from psychological abuse. And they couldn’t even do that. Just want me to have ptsd attacks, hurt me, bring me down.

When I studied politics I was left wing. I’m switching to right. The current system can’t be trusted when you’re in distress.

I came up here to have peace; a life and be safe. Not to be re-traumatised.

They’ll never be able to regain my trust. I don’t care if the SNP Ian Blackford emailed me when I first moved here and told me “if you have any problems, message me”. Problems?

I’m traumatised? Isn’t that enough? If you want me to trust any of you again your actions need to speak louder than words.